I was in bed and my daughter will NOT sleep in her bedroom so I bought her a cot so she can get off of the floor in my room and out of the bed. I can't handle being cramped up in my bed so she sleeps more comfortably in it. Anyway my son comes running in my room and says "mom can I sleep in here I need to" I asked what was wrong and he would not tell me.... I asked him and he finally got it out, he saw dark shadows in the kitchen even with the lights on. His bedroom is in the dining room and it was showing itself to him ( he has the gift too). I can't really see them unless they decide to show themselves to me. I saw spirits when I was a child but now I can only sense them and these are not nice ones.
I got angry of course because they are messing with my kids and I told them to mess with me not my kids. It makes me angry when a spirit or demon or whatever this is, is jacking with my children frightening them. My being has always atracted the supernatural and I could be anywhere and this junk could happen but I can't help it if it is hateful. I am not going to. It changes the radio stations, made the light flicker on that night when I went in to read the Bible and pray....it is being a jerk. I am tired of it. I can't seem to get help from the church or the psychic I know either. I am flying solo on this one ME AND GOD. I keep getting verses in Psalms that says God is going to kick it's butt. I am glad too because I can't take it. That or my neighbor I am NOT doing anything to provoke her and she just shouted out "I don't give a f*CK about her" really loud just so I could hear it and I know she was talking about the fact that I was on the front porch.
I was not even listening to her conversation, nevermind the fact that you could hear her all the way across the street to my front porch. ? so who cares right. God will deal with them too. I don't have to harbour ill feelings toward anyone I am his child and phoey on anyone that tries to mess with me they have to deal with God this battle is HIS. ahem. that is all I have to say 'bout that.
Jesus is cool I have always thought that. I have changed doing my home schooling to afternoon and night so that I can do my house work during the day and my son is doing better too. He is in a better mood and things are getting done. The last two days have been better. I even read to him and slept a good bit. I feel better. Go figure, My house doesn't need a house keeper anymore it has me and a Kirby vacuum and boy I can't brag on that thing enough. I have vacuumed about 7 times and the bag is 75% full and it must be nassy in there ! ugh imagine living with all that filth in your carpet embedded in the bottom of the under layer and making mud with a carpet cleaner on top YUCK ! Staining it that way. I am so grossed out I would love to see what I sucked up I just might open it up and look Years of filth. It was probably never cleaned the whole time it was born so to speak.... and when I do clean it (the guy said fill a whole bag first and then use the carpet cleaner ...) so then I am going to clean my living room and bedroom and son's room.
I was reading in a book by Sonia Choquette. It says to organize the clutter and get rid of things to clear your psychic energy and that way you can get your intuition straight and I can touch a person and 'see' things about them. Or say for instance I can hear you talk about your husband and I can see how he treats you or what he looks like and what color eyes he has and maybe what color t-shirts he wears I have visions and dreams it is weird. When I have dreams they come true sometimes and then sometimes I pray for them not to come true. I have had a dream that our soldiers get attacked and taken hostage in afghanistan I pray to God that NEVER happens. Those crazy terrorists over there need to be gotten rid of in the worst way permantly like we did when we took care of well I won't say it but we are threatened we need to act on it and not pussy foot around . We just killed their leader and now they are going to be out for blood . They sell heroin to American's to fund their projeccts and corrupt our society and call us criminals. Christians they see as bad people and yet they are extremists. Killing for the dumbest reasons, won't even let the women have equal rights. Make them cover up like they should be ashamed, it is too much for me to talk about.
I just saw it in my dream and wrote the dream down. I never saw them kill anyone. I just saw them capture our men. It was scary. If I contacted the government they would think me a loon. Or put me under a petri dish . Yep that is what I said. well going for now. bye have a good day.
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