I Put my Foot Down

This year I am not loading out a bunch of cash for costumes. You see I went to a thrift sale and bought my daughter a 50's outfit that someone hand made and it is Gorgeous ! We she has decided that it is not good enough so I am taking a raggy old monster robe that my son wore last year with a mask that was terribly scary and covering her with those spider webs and buying some scars and make-up and then she will just be a zombie I am done with it. I am not spening more than $20 on it.  As far as my son goes I think I have some quilt stuffing in the laundry room and I am going to make him look fat go and get some clothes from Goodwill and make him look like a monster from something from the great beyond. I am not spending more than $30 on him for everything.  So maybe $50 total and I have to buy candy too.... I am toast I can't afford the kids thinking that we are made out of money. I still have my concert to go to and the groceries to buy and gas and cigarrettes and the latter is not that important. I could live without those if I had to.

I painted my bathroom and my poor son messed the waynes coating all up. I am having to redo it all and I am so tired and it is all over the floor. All over my NEW floor fuck ! He went while I left him alone and just spalttered paint all over it like a madman. Phil was furious. I think my son has uncontrolled bi-polar. He needs a mood stabilizer and i am going to tell his doc. I have to go for now have an appointment and I can't feel my fingers will write more later. I love my kids so I really do. I want to stress I am not angry at my son just really tired.