No I don't think you could be called lazy at all !

Actually I could not fall asleep until 5am this morning and could not get the kids to school, my husband was kind enough to do it .  This task is usually my responsibility being that he works a super early morning shift but he did it without complaining and even brought me breakfast.  I can't ever seem to get motivated hardly so I would not call anyone lazy.  I don't know if I was trying to be provoked but I don't think I am anyone to be calling anyone lazy.  I am usually pretty unmotivated.  I do the minimal to get by and it sucks but the house stays clean with the help of cleaning ladies and I do the laundry and dishes almost everyday, go grocery shopping and make the meals so I do have a full schedule.  As for me calling anyone lazy no thank you.  I don't have a lot of friends to hang around to entertain it is just my family and I against the world.  For the first time in years my kids are doing well in school and we are actually semi-happy.  It is scary I have to say.  I don't know what to think.  Does anyone know what I mean it is like things are actually going good so you are afraid your bubble is gonna burst or something ? I don't know maybe I am not making any sense. I am going to read to my daughter's class today, maybe take some cookies too who knows if I can get the gumption to make them.   I need more coffee.  I hardly slept maybe two hours and this happens at least twice a week.  I have been trying to quit smoking but its hard when you wake up in the middle of  the night and don't have anything to do but listen to the radio outside and smoke. I don't do it in the house the little one has asthma and my husband is against me smoking altogether but tolerates it for my nerves.  I think this weekend me and my son are going to a haunted trail hay ride which will totally rock !   I am having a Halloween party for my son and daughter this year because he is doing so well in school this year. I am going to have pumpkin carving and games and ghost stories.... whoooo stole my golden arm? remember that one lol !