Its a White Christmas

Yay its a white Christmas, It snowed last night and it is all over the place ... the kids are playing in it. I wish I was young and fit because I could get around and hang out with them and go sliding I did it once today and it was GREAT ! My son pushed me down the hill on a moving box and it was too fun just once the snow was really thick. I only did it once I didn't want to hurt his back I am kinda big to be pushed by a kid. I am no light weight .

 I love today it is beautiful outside and I feel loved very loved. My husband got me stuff to make sausages although I was NOT expecting anything remotely like that.  I dunno it was a surprise but we will have a ball making it... Me and my hubbie wrecking the kitchen  I have already come up with some ideas. Elephant garlic , green peppercorns, green granny smith apples, pork roast, salt,  I will think of some things to go into it too. I know that would make a good sausage.  I didn't know what it was when I got it, it felt like panty hose when it was wrapped up. I got a new mixing bowl for my mixer too I was so proud.

I dunno,  it was fun we opened Christmas on Christmas Eve and the kids played I don't know when I can use my sausage grinder I can't find the grinder parts. I will have to get a new grinder for my mixer. I love my little family, they are wonderful.  I am so greatful to God for them I am thankful for my husband and kids and my best friends Kenneth, and Susan. I would not be the same person without them. They are my family these people I count as my family. I have no biological family from birth and that is fine :). God has given me something much better a Heavenly Family.

I want my going out and coming in to be joyous throught my life has been so full of trials and I want to go out in peace full of joy,  like a phoenix rising from the ashes.  I feel like I am going to die. Why is that ? I want Balloons at my funeral and happy music to be played and a cake and  maybe my friend says I am not dying that I am just going through a transformation of some sort. Maybe Dusty is a part of it. I wonder ?