I heard a really good thing on the radio

I like being spriritually naked.  I am in front of all of you basically those who read this anyway anyone who reads this is judges me and forms their own opinion and decides I am a nut or not. Some don't believe in the afterlife some do - some don't believe in God or spirutuality which is up to you. I am not trying to push any of it. My hands cramp just typing this stuff. I have arthritis really bad in my hands !

I just heard how King David did a BAD thing when he took Bathsheeba from her husband I can't remember his name and put him DRUNK on the front battle lines (King David had slept with her after her bath).  Anyway the guy was killed in battle.  What is my point ?  And why am I talking about this ?

I could tell you but I won't. Plain and simple. I have sinned many times many different ways. Being hateful to my kids, yelling at people in my car is that not murder ?  Cursing and yelling blasphemy to my God (even if you may not believe in him I do so I should respect Him and honor Him).

I am a total failure most of the time. Impatient, tired, mouthy, and I think myself to be a Christian. But the key element is God FORGIVES.  He FORGIVES.  I can't stress that enough. I have messed up some serious stuff in my life and go into it and you would not think very much of me but the thing about it is we can focus on is Jesus. "Suffer the little children to come unto me." When I was 6 years old my dad took me to a church after he found out I had been raped. I accepted Christ into my heart. It was like fifty billion bricks had been lifted off my shoulders, to this day I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS !  Jesus' gentle hand took me to that alter and led me there daring anyone to stop me and I cried like a baby. I have yet to see a grown adult cry that much to this day snot was pouring from every orafice of my face. But Jesus held me. I am strong spiritually for that and I do have my father to thank for that day. That one thing so thank you dad. I don't respect you but you did take me to church that day and change my life forever, but we all know it was God who really did it.

Did you all know it says in Romans that ALL are chosen to be Christians, that Jesus died for EVERYBODY ?  Calvanists just believe it was a select few blech. that is a lie. Man interpets the Bible according to his own will.

These fast talking preachers I don't like them but I know when I open my Bible God speaks to me. I have to go now my hands are hurting. bye all