They were undulating and glowing and I could not process it. I was trying in my mind's eye to explain away the sight of it but I could not... it didn't make ANY sense. I watched at first I saw her t.v. on through her front door and then like these lights over her front door like bulbs. They were blue in color and bright and glowing. I don't know she is mean and I would have said that she set it up to make me think (because she heard me and my daughter say "a ship was in the air " the other night, that she made something look like it in her yard; however she could have NEVER done something so dramatic.
I know I am on Geodon for what I did in college (X and acid) but my daughter witnessed the ship in the sky above our home also so I know I wasn't seeing anything ! These lights were freaky... they went all around in a circle above like in a shape of a craft and were glowing on and off. They had a glowing pattern to them and wouldn't stop. When these things happen I usually have insomnia and can not sleep until in the early a.m. . I saw something again last night but nothing as severe. I am not sure what this was but is was bizarre !
I know this is real. If we as creation think we are the only intelligent life out there then we are mistaken. That would be a sad thought. I am not fearful of it either.
I remember when my mother died, I was listening to my radio in the living room and I didn't have curtains on the windows. I saw briefly as I RAN into my room a head on my back deck through the window and it scared the hell out of me. The next thing I know as I was in bed ( everyone was asleep) I saw something by my bed. I tried to do the symbol of the cross at it to keep it away and cry out to Jesus. It didn't work (?) I don't know where my God falls into all of this and I told Him this last night what His purpose is for me in showing me these things obviously these things want me to see them. They got me years ago and now they are making themselves visible to me now.
They have triangular ships that have flown over my home for years now. I live out in the country and there has been more than one instance. I am not afraid I can't explain why. If I have been attacked by man what is an ET going to do that is worse ? Maybe they are better equipped to deal what is wrong with me. Hell I don't even like my neighbor if they abducted her it doesn't matter to me maybe they will help her stop being such an alcoholic and mean to everyone.
Their whole family is falling apart I kinda feel guilty I cursed them. I know it is working because her daughter well their whole family was out in their front yard 2 weeks ago shouting and using the F word every other time to voice their opinion. It seems as though her daughter is going to "mental health" to get treatment. Awhile back I gave her a book on Bi-polar called "The Bi-Polar Child" that I had from when I was first diagnosed . Her friends mother seemed to have thought she had it because she was a psychologist. I dunno I haven't seen Stevi over since and having a feeling she is in the hospital because she was manic and trust me I recognize mania ! Her mother Anne calls her crazy, and Steve lets it happen ? I prayed to God to let them pay for threatening me (the threatened my life on several occasions) to bash my skull in and to shoot me. The cops won't do anything unless they brandish a gun or come on my property (I have a no trespass notice). I don't trust the cops anyway around her or in general.
I have been to the local hospital that is the "county" hospital that treats EVERYONE and they have a tank they throw you in if you are depressed. They get cops to watch you if you have mental illness put you in scrubs and have you evaluated by a psychiatrist and if you are deemed a threat to yourself or someone else they will admit you. Then you are put into the "basement" where all the criminals and everyone goes to Patrick B Harris . The last time I was there a 400 lb fat man peed on my foot .Later that year, I had to go back for something medical and a cop recognized me and he put his hand on his gun grabbed his walkie and said "I better stick around we might have something go down" what an asshole. Some cops need to be smacked. Arrogant bastards . I used to date one and he was never like that. He was a good man. He took care of me.
I am going to write another entry. One that is NOT about aliens lol. Then I am going to undertake my housework and take my thyroid medication. I think my stomach might be empty. Did I mention I got Foo Fighter Tickets ? Aghhhhh ! yay for me :)
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