What Happened?

I will freely admit that I am a mess. A disheveled mass of atoms that has dissipated into oblivion as I approach my 40th birthday. I will also freely admit that Karma is a bitch as they say. I once called someone's son a little "bastard" and well someone that was painting my daughter's room told my son if he DARED touch any of the walls that were freshly painted that "He would strap my son to a tree and stick a corn cob on his 'pecker' and let the animals eat it." What the FUCK ?

I give up. I know the person doesn't like me. The time I called the kid a bastard he was berating me about throwing something that I thought to be overly religious and something I didn't really want to hear about and it offended him. Well Topher didn't do anything (except mess up a bathroom in my house by trying to be creative and well I LET HIM (?) and left the room when he messed it up so it was partially MY FAULT. I won't paint anymore and HE had no right to say that to a fucking child. end of story. I know he doesn't like me but I have done nothing but been respectful regardless of the crap his wife tells me. I think things but I do not say them to his face or anyone else. I just respect Amy and her family and care about them and would NOT say that to one of their kids.

I am hurt and tired and going to bed I think he has called several times but I can't speak to him. I just can't.WTF

I am sending Topher to camp though that is cool I wish I had the money to pay for it now. ugh. I am broke from paying them. It was worth it though they did a great job. I am not sure what will happen but I am hurt and numb