It was very interesting, a "Night With The Angels"...and I got a reading. I am a medium which I kind of already knew about myself. They closed a doorway and removed some negative energy that was blocking me. I am glad for that . I was also told about some past lives that I had one where I was a guru and let entities into my body which I DO NOT WANT TO HAPPEN NOW ! So it is good they closed that door ! I don't think I want anything in me doing spiritual damage towards my being for sure. I am not sure how to be a medium or what that means? I never watched the show, I only know the spirits that I have around me try to talk to me in different ways and I sensed one last night by my bed as I was sleeping and was like ugh... I was tired and ready to go to bed but could feel something there lurking.
When I was a kid around 4th grade we lived in this house in Dallas, and it was weird. Doors would pop open when I would walk down the hall and the spirit there did NOT like me. He tortured me ! He pulled off my necklace one morning by continually yanking on it (he sat on the bed I could feel his weight). I was so scared I just started praying. I was so scared of him, he was not nice. I would go outside on Sunday mornings and read the funny papers in the driveway in my pj's everyone in the house thought I was going crazy I am sure of it but I didn't care they didn't see what I saw. Then one night beat all, I was laying in bed half awake and I felt something sit down. I was alone in the front of the house in the "green room" as I called it, by the foyer. I felt something caress the covers over and over. I jumped up and tried desperately to turn on the light to no avail. Then I jerked the door open and ran down the hall screaming bloody murder and got slapped in the face for freaking out. I was crying and so scared, that bitch of a lady I lived with that I had to call "mom" made me stay in that fucking room all damn day. To "teach me a lesson for waking her up at 3am" . Didn't she know I was terrified of that room ? Couldn't she tell I was traumatized ? NO she was evil !
Anyway so much for good parenting... it never happened with her. She is going to burn in hell I just know it. She is pure unadulterated evil. That is all I have to say about her.
So as far as developing my medium talents I don't know where to begin but I feel like I have a pretty good start. My hole is blocked so I won't have any ill willed spirits flogging me in the back of the head. That is a plus ! This all may sound strange to some of you but I really don't care I believe in the supernatual and know it is real. I live with ghosts in my home, my dog barks at them and my son sees them. They surround us and I guess it is just part of our lives, it has been a part of my life as long as I can remember. I just have to accept it and train myself to help others and not be a phony like some of the ones I have personally dealt with. I don't like that. I have had some of them make up stuff just to try to get money out of me for cleansings from "curses" that never even exsisted. That supposed psychic was whack.
I would never do that to anyone. I would rather not answer a question than lie. That is what I am about. I would not put my reputation on the line with lies. Maybe one day I can help the police or someone else with their lost loved ones who knows but for right now I must study and learn and develop. So off on my journey I go. That is what the angels and the psychic have spoken. Get a lot of books and learn !
Yay for me !
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