I don't know at what time in history he said that if it was the first of WWI or WWII but he was an amazing leader. I have been through so much in my life. I just bought that bookmark for my daughter . I am tired of her "quiting" she gives up. She doesn't give it her all. She thinks that life is going to be handed to her on a silver platter I think. I have to toughen her up. I told her yesterday- run damnit ! Chase them run after my son and your friend you are playing tag or hide and go seek. She just gave up. When it was her turn she got sneaky and won though and it encouraged her. I don't know what to do. She doesn't believe in herself- I don't know what to do. I am tired of it. I am home schooling her next year to encourage her and teach her . Her math book I bought her ? It is the second half of first grade and it is HARDER than the public school math she is doing now at school.That is ridiculous. I was doing some math with her at home one day when she was sick - she didn't know her shapes and didn't know what a dozen was ? She could not place the order of numbers. It WAS SHOCKING. It is BAD. She writes like is in kindergarten , most of the time and yet she got A B honor roll . The funny thing is that her friend that she had over her mom said the same thing they were both doing terrible in class and got A B honor roll ? what the hell is that about . I think Her teacher is passing her to make herself look good I am taking her out of that school. It is a joke. My son had that same teacher but he had to reapeat the second grade and already knew everything but his reading was behind so that is why he had to repeat it. Ugh. I was just really sick with Bipolar. I have had trouble doing school this week ... husband is leaving for europe, last week was my birthday wanted to die, and the week before had the nazi cleaning lady. I am getting on the ball eventually . Things have got to settle down. I did school on Monday. I did a lot. I just didn't do it on Tuesday. My son didn't know what composite numbers were and that didn't ring a bell so I will have to look it up.
I am going to be alone for 13 days and am going to Biblically curse my dumbass neighbor I did that to the german shepard and it died. I got so angry I asked God to kill it. I didn't lay a hand on it and now it is gone ...the lady's favorite dog is dead. She thinks I did it I bet I spoke to her and she gave me a dirty look or looked at me weird because I said " HI milly" and she turned her head all sideways at me ... I would NEVER have gone NEAR those dogs ... number one there is Anne who watches my house like a hawk. Nosy as hell and then there is her lights there is a POST light in the street and then milly's dogs bark and the neighbor's lights plus milly's lights I would have NEVER been able to sneak over and do anything. I didn't touch those dumb dogs. God did it. He probably died from trying to digest Dusty's collar. lol
I am going to curse her though ... in the name of Jesus sounds crazy I know but she is fucking me me ... staring at me when I am outside blatently starting trouble and I am just going to curse her and tell her that everything she touches will turn to shit and that God is going to number her days on this earth if she doesn't leave me ALONE. I hate her she is so mean. she just Glares at me and I don't even look at her but she will turn her fucking head and purposely stare at me. like a psycho. satanic. she is satans littel helper.
I cant believe my husband is leaving so that is why I am going to curse her to shut her mouth. and block her energy. I don't know how to protect myself. I am getting so angry it made my heart hurt and I had to take a nitroglycerin last night. I was scared it went all the way down my arm. My left arm. ugh. I hate to curse what a bitch !
She is a provoker she will call the cops on her own family. her goal is to start trouble. May God block her energy.
blech on Anne. evil satanic wannabe alcholic troublemaker. I need a spiritual cleansing. going to read my bible. bye need a verse from God. tc
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