Monday, April 18, 2011

I made it surprisingly through 13 days

I don't know how I did it but I did ... I made it through the 13 days with him being gone. It was rough more than I could have EVER imagined. I cried a lot. I spent money on people that didn't appreciate it and got hurt in the process, and taken advantage of. I learned a big lesson, I need his covering or I would probably have to give the kids up because I can't do it on my own. I can't but I don't know if he could either. I know he did it better than I did when I was gone but the house was a mess and I had to throw all my dishes away.

I dunno we are a TEAM that is what I know not seperate. These kids are driving me up a wall all the damn time. I am sick of their attitude and not listening. I need to call the family therapist can't find her number. I am texting her in a minute. gtg have things to do. folding and what not. of course school did not go well today, my son couldn't focus and was all over the place. It took him 3 hours just to do his math and he only did two small sections of  it . I am getting sick of it. Threating him with putting him in public school is NOT working.

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