And not a moment too soon, not fifteen minutes into the visit she was bitching about my house keeping abilities. I knew this would happen as she is a fucking control freak. I had spent the night before up until 2 am doing the kitchen cleaning the dishes and washing the counters off but I am not a neat freak. I don't have the counterspace all clear of debris. I just don't I bleach it because I have OCD yes but I have stuff that I use out on the coutertops. I don't care if it is a little cluttered.
She went and put my son's medicine with mine (irritating VERY MUCH SO !) and stuffed stuff places where it did not GO , like sticking pans in the oven things I DO NOT DO. NUMBER one because it is a fire hazard and I don't stick stuff there EVER because I am always cooking and don't think of pulling a hot pan out of the oven. One was even full of hot grease ( I was baking bread and had to pull a skillet full of grease and it had a rubber handle) common sense anyone ?
I dunno I don't like people messing with my sanctuary that is my kitchen. My friend Amy doesn't mess with my bathrooms when she cleans because she knows how picky I am. It takes me two hours to clean those and they are small. I am going over them with a fine tooth comb but I don't just stick stuff places and I have OCD so when I do clean I do a good job. I don't half ass do it just to make it look good for company. I do it until I am exhausted. I don't like the fact Susan said "you can live like this, I can't !" fuck her and the horse she drove in on. I told her she was a control freak and she could leave. I spent money on some clothes for my kids (we are going somewhere and my husband yelled outloud about it while I was on my way home and she started packing. She had it with me well it is NONE of her business. NOT my marriage not my anything . She didn't stay married NOT once did I raise my voice while her daughter was here not once. I merely laid the law down. I did tell her they overstayed their welcome. I was not going to be yelled at anymore. ANYMORE. That is final. She made my son and daughter cry and I called her a bitch. "I am leaving " I told her she needed to pack faster she was mean to my kids and I didn't appreciate it. I am not having visitors anymore I can't handle the stress they can all fuck themselves coming in my house and trying to tell me how to run my life. ugh.
I am done with it. I merely bought my kids some clothes is that a crime ? I spent money at Khols and it was $340 on enough clothes for the summer. We are going on a trip and you know what they don't have anything to wear .... nothing nice either. I can wear clothes that I have. I don't even have clothes that fit me. I don't care make up makes me look better I can deal . What business is it of hers ? I ask you she spent $230 on her child did I say anything and that was on one child ... I spent $340 on two I think I got the better deal. Who is she to judge ? My husband yelled and she passed judgement and she needs to butt the fuck out of my life forever I don't want her there ANYMORE she was never my friend in the first place and this is not borderline or bipolar talking . If she would have been she would have communicated with me when I needed her the most when I found out my diagnosis and been a friend then. I was alone looking to another man for support. She was not there for me, she never has been, well maybe when things were going wrong with Mark. Then she was when I moved to Florida she was so wrapped up with Kirk and her affair she didn't care. Then I had my own. I am done with her and she is done with me. It is the end of a friendship we said good bye for the final time or didn't today I just let her leave. I am kinda sad it had to end this way. But I can't sit back and take shit off people anymore. I won't I am done doing the "Cinderella thing" it is over !
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